i just arrived home from my swim and all...
was like in my room slacking then i remembered that i forgot to call my dad... as in my other dad...

so i went out to like call(inform that i am home... some respect thing i do at home) him...
walked back into my room to read the papers...
then he came and asked: "how you guys came home from jerald's(my younger brother) art class today?"
i replied: "joseph(blood father) fetched us home"
then he start to get his PMS!!!
he was like saying stuff like... dun call me your dad anymore and go do your chinese compo.
and... dun let me throw your cam(bought as a birthday gift from my blood father) away.
when i ignored him, he THREATENED to cane ME!!!!!
fuck lar... he FUCKING threatended to cane ME!!!
come on lar... not that i am scared or anything but what the hell... on wat terms...
don't talk cock and tell me it is just because i said that i will write my compo later!!!
it is just because he is jealous that my blood father fetched me and my bro home...

recently, i just got to know a few new friends...
i told them that life is great and it is a gift and all...
told them cause they used to cut wrist and all...
then i am now asking myself... is that really true?
bet even my own family didn't know... but i tried to stand in the middle of the road once...
was it stress from studies or family problems i don't know...
but here's telling you something... i only cry over family problems that are like super serious and all...
and...
i cried over this!!!

Just did my NAPFA today and...
I did quite well!!!
Ok lar...
3 As and 2 Cs(suck at standing broad jump and sit and reach)
So here's my scores:
Sit up: 59 A
Standing Broad Jump: 225 C
Sit and reach: 41 C
Pull Up: 8 A
Shuttle Run: 10sec A

Quite ok rite...
But next week is my 2.4km...
better watch out for that one...

My exams pressure is slowly getting to me...
I very worried that i won't be able to hit my expectations.
One sad sob and a bye to gryphon diablo or blade if i screw up.
Hope that i will be able to do well.

So...
although this entry is rather short,
I gtg mug...

just a short post dedicated to the hockey sticks that i'm currently looking at.

gryphon diablo


gryphon blade

Wah sai, how can i describe how i feel now?
Tired?
Exhausted?
Dead?
I dunno, cause i freaking tired now and i feel like sleeping and i barely able to move my legs.
Maybe cause i too long never train liao and i over work myself.
In the morning during PE i ran like 2.4km
Then afternoon during like training kenna mount rosie.
Some more after that i did keeper try out.

My 2.4 timing sucks like hell now lar... how to hit target.
I did a practice run and my timing was 10.52!
Come one lar... thats like so far from target lar.
Dunno how to like do better than that... maybe more training?
But will last min training help?
Looking on the bright side, it maybe the sun...
But NEVER blame the weather!!!

Anyway, today i went to my first hockey training... as a keeper!!!
The experience sucks!
The pad stinks... that isn't bad enough...
Then I can't run or walk properly... Not so bad still...
Finally, it is dead BORING!!!
Seriously dunno how they can stand standing in front of go doing almost nothing...
Once in a while ball may come... but usually defenders take care of that liao.
So mind made up.... NO KEEPER JOB FOR ME!!!
Think it will be better to be a defender!!!

Well, like wanna start studying (maybe i already did) now...
But the stuff are like really so tough!
Just by looking at what i need to mug makes me so sian.
Where got the heart to go and chiong mugging.
Really need help and support here man.

Anyway, just a bit something to pice up this post...
I bet alot of you dun expect me to be someone who watches anime..
I am like now into Naruto.
And...
I love to read chinese comics to english comics...
I love the kingdoms story
I love to watch wu xia xiao suo like shen diao xia lu!!!

Ok... gotta go do work liao... although i am dead tired...
So bye!

Must like work alot harder now man...
Regardless of whether it is academic wise or physically wise or CCA wise...
I MUST reach my goals!!!

First lets start with the super boring academic wise.
My targets that i set for myself is like very high, but now as the teachers teach stuff that are getting more and more tough, i begin to doubt myself.
I mean is like, i worry that i cannot like hit my target of all A2 for this term and A1 for end of year.
I mean sec three is like prep for O levels right?
So i mean if i target A1 for all subjects, i hope i can get that for my Os as well, an L1R5 of 6.
But really must mug like siao lar, else i doubt i can achieve it.

Next talking about my own physical fitness.
My 2.4km timing is like SHIT!
Wah sai, when i ran the other day, my timing was like 10.30 how sucky is that lar.
My target is to be below 10 and now not sure whether can even hit my aim.
Then arul wants me to do 10 pull ups for napfa test.
Now can only do like 8 and next week is already the test!
Must train more to build myself up!
Then my napfa i think i will do very badly for sit and reach and standing broad jump...
cause i can't stretch for nuts!!!
So have to do more stretching and training and hit target in 1 week... a bit impossible, but will do my best.

Finally, CCA - Hockey!!!
I can't believe what Mr Arul said when he came up to me today!
He was like throwing hockey balls at me and asking me to catch it.
The next thing he did was like come up to me and say...
'Marc you should be a hockey keeper'
WOAH!!!!
Wait a min, i have never even thought about that lar.
I wish to contribute to the team and all, but i have always wanted to play on field.
But due to my sucky skills, i have never really have much chance to do so.
So now, he is offering me a chance to be in the team and all.
But i really like field play.
So i made a deal with him.
' This Friday at SCC training against stronger player, see how i play as a defender. If i suck than i will try as a keeper.'
So i am now like brushing my skill for this Friday...
THE ULTIMATE TEST!!!

Anyway, i gotta go not to bug edwin to teach me how to create a beautiful website.
Till next time!!!

Omg, i am like so...
Haiz, but like really dunno how to say lar...
I mean its like i like ppl cannot like get a guarantee that the person like me back right.
Anyway, like really sorry if i have like made you embarrassed or something like that lar.
But i really hope that although you rejected me, we can still continue to be friends.
You guys should know who i am referring to lar.

Anw, lets like put this topic aside.
The past few days like passed by so quickly lar.
Not because it is fun or anything like that.
But because it is like so busy.
On Monday i had to like chiong all my work when i reached home.
Cause there were like some holiday homework that i have not done and i must start familiarising myself .
Due to the fact that i had to prepare for the math test which was like today.
And the math test was like so easy, only a 10 min test.
But i still had a careless mistake... + sign go write -
Then yesterday was like busy chionging my Biology project and English project.
So also took my time.
Finally for today although we ended school at like 12.30pm, but i had to stay till 3.30pm
Just to chiong my math statistic project.
Everything is like so last minute cause like during the hols i had so many activities packed up.
I even had to go to my new house to do some post renovation stuff.

Then today for P.E. we ran like 4 laps and my timing was like crap - 7 mins!!!
How sucky is that.
Thats like 10.30mins if i ran 6 rounds.
Some more was like panting on my 4th lap liao.
Better do more conditioning training before my test.
Then after that we went to the weights room to do some weight lifting.
That was like so fun lar, can train myself up.
But one session where got enough, so i better go more often so that i will be able to do more than 8 pull ups.
Must target to beat captain... he can do like 15 man!

Okay, i think that is all for now lar.
May write again next week if i feel like it and can!=)

The last time i blogged was like dinosaur age lar... lol
Anyway, i am now blogging after a wonderful bath after a tiring day.
Just finished a camp with CHIJ TP but will come to that later after i share some stuff about how life's been for me!!!

Lets start from some sporting events first.
Our B div kenna kick out from the tournament after getting into second round.
As usual, we lost 2 games in this round and GG... bye bye...
We lost to Yu Hua thx to one goal which ref cock eye cannot see clearly.
Then lost to RI by 1-0 how pathetic can that be lar...
But never mind, we lose now, try harder next year.. blessing in disguise you know...
Some more next year is our year... will work hard to get into the team and be the one to make the difference.

Now to results, i really totally screwed it up this time round.
Firstly thx partially to shifting house and secondly blame it on myself for slcking lor...
Really got to start waking up and prepare for my chinese Os this year and set my foundation for next year.
Haiz, dun know whats gotten into me, but work harder and set my goals.
Hope to get better results next term lar.
Oh yar, you guys may be guessing what i scored, well actually failed one, just pass three, B4 for one, A2 for two and A1 for one.
So messy lar... must target all one nice A something you know... lol... high expectations.

Then holiday began and teachers spam us with homework like we no need to rest like that...
Some more i like quite busy during hols, now still left with like 2 big homework out of like 7.
But ok lar, if i concentrate and all, confirm can finish be fore dateline one, so no prob at all.

Ok, finally to the camp.
Started on the 15th but no stay in and ended today on the 16th.
Like last year, it is a collaboration with IJ TP.
This year the camp activities like got great diff lar.
Maybe they tried to lessen the social parts, but that didn't stop us from making friends lar.
Like last year, met up with Jarrold before camp and as usual, we are in the same group again.
Then it turns out that there were 4 guys(adding Keenan who is the facillitator) and 2 girls.
Of course, they were excellent friends, so sweet, nice, easy-going and all.
All in all really enjoyed myself lar.
Then today went to hospital to do service learning.
When trying to interact with the patients, i just realize that my hokkien sucks.
Know how to listen most of it, but only know how to speak a bit.
Like damn what the hell lar.
But i really pity them, stuck there most of the time.
Some more retirement is suppose to be the time when they enjoy the last years of the life.
Seriously some Singaporeans are like... %#*T@#&9
But for most of the time today, we like stuck in LT1 stoning there cause IJ TP went for canoeing and we like stuck with nothing to do.
But at night we did the skit and i am like really embarrased to say that my groups one was like crap and i was the script writer ;)
That should be all for now.
The workshop was like damn fun and worthwhile, really an excellent chance for me to destress.

GTG liao, wish all of you all the best and remember... Life ROX!!!