Well, i went to watch the match between Northland and RI today and i was so glad... Northland beat RI 1-0!!! as most people know, SJI and RI have been at 'war' for all these years ever since the schools were first built. now that i see RI being beaten, i feel so glad. good as the feeling may be, i hope that the team of SJI will work hard enough and thus be able to win RI or even get the top 3 positions...

my family sought of managed to find out that i liked someone... but the problem is we are not in a relationship at all... in a message, she wrote "my dear" but that is a common term which she use to adress close friends... i hope that my family will seriously not get the wrong idea about this matter at all... by the way, it is no like uncommon about boy-girl relationship... they should be glad that i like the right person and not be a gay...

Today, i initially intended to go out with my friends to catch a movie. all was arranged already and when my mom came back at night, she disapproved me of going... i was really angry. on tuesday, she just allowed my sister o go out and she did not allow me to go out today... she said it was a school day... haiz... dam sian lor... maybe next time i ask her before hand...

i had my chinese test today, and guess wat, my teacher screwed up and told us not to study some things which appeared iin the paper... wat is more, he told us to learn the meaning of the words only and not how to write them and the test expected us to know how to write it... what the @#$%!!!

whatever it is, i did not have a good day today... haiz...

To day is the first day of the school term and now i have got to start to work harder so that i may be able to get better results... not only that, i am now trying to get my fitness, i am slowly able to reach my goal which is at least below 10 mins for 2.4km... now i am already at 10.44 mins.

i hope that i will be able to get into the first team in 11-a-side for hockey. i have been training for very long to get this position and now that my fitness is there, i still have to maintain it, i can work on my skills and probably get the position of left half...

Well, it seems that he holidays ended so quickly and now, we are about to go back to school. i had to qiong my work at the last minute cause i was really too busy except for yesterday night when i spent an hour to wind down. i had to give tution and also had lots of camps to attend to. with the new term, i hope i will work harder to achieve better results for everyone, especially my family to see.

Looks like I counted my chickens too soon. After my mum allowed me to take up normal Chinese, my sister had to come and persuade her to help me take higher Chinese. Whatever, it is I now understand more of the exam format, but still fear that HCL will pull my streaming grades down.

i just got back most of my TA1 results. i did not fare very well for my subjects grade. For my math's and geog, I got A1s, but for my Lit, I got a B3. My English and Science are worse as I scored only B4 and needless to say, I scored a F5 or6 for Chinese... haiz, got to work harder next term.

My mum finally allowed me to drop my HCL and take normal chinese... I am so happy!!! Now that i have achieved what I want, i will work hard to get A1 or A2 for chinese... nothing can stop me in my goal now!!!

I have finally got back most of my results. I just managed to scrape a A1 for my geography. As for science I got a B3... As I did not do well fo my last test, I was actually at the failing area, but thanks to my other test which I could study for, I managed to pass.

I wanna quit my Higher Chinese and go to join the normal Chinese classes. My grandfather of cause immediately disagreed. As for my sister, she is a little hesitant whether to help me or not... I just can't cope with the standard of the HCL. I mean, I wouldn't want to get a C6 for my HCL and affect my streaming results. I hope that my sis will be always supporting me so that I will be able to go study the normal Chinese and get excellent results.

I hope that they will be able to understand because even if they force me to remain in HCL which is not a choice that I want, I am sure that I will lose more interest in Chinese rather than like it... haiz!!!