i just arrived home from my swim and all...
was like in my room slacking then i remembered that i forgot to call my dad... as in my other dad...

so i went out to like call(inform that i am home... some respect thing i do at home) him...
walked back into my room to read the papers...
then he came and asked: "how you guys came home from jerald's(my younger brother) art class today?"
i replied: "joseph(blood father) fetched us home"
then he start to get his PMS!!!
he was like saying stuff like... dun call me your dad anymore and go do your chinese compo.
and... dun let me throw your cam(bought as a birthday gift from my blood father) away.
when i ignored him, he THREATENED to cane ME!!!!!
fuck lar... he FUCKING threatended to cane ME!!!
come on lar... not that i am scared or anything but what the hell... on wat terms...
don't talk cock and tell me it is just because i said that i will write my compo later!!!
it is just because he is jealous that my blood father fetched me and my bro home...

recently, i just got to know a few new friends...
i told them that life is great and it is a gift and all...
told them cause they used to cut wrist and all...
then i am now asking myself... is that really true?
bet even my own family didn't know... but i tried to stand in the middle of the road once...
was it stress from studies or family problems i don't know...
but here's telling you something... i only cry over family problems that are like super serious and all...
and...
i cried over this!!!

Just did my NAPFA today and...
I did quite well!!!
Ok lar...
3 As and 2 Cs(suck at standing broad jump and sit and reach)
So here's my scores:
Sit up: 59 A
Standing Broad Jump: 225 C
Sit and reach: 41 C
Pull Up: 8 A
Shuttle Run: 10sec A

Quite ok rite...
But next week is my 2.4km...
better watch out for that one...

My exams pressure is slowly getting to me...
I very worried that i won't be able to hit my expectations.
One sad sob and a bye to gryphon diablo or blade if i screw up.
Hope that i will be able to do well.

So...
although this entry is rather short,
I gtg mug...

just a short post dedicated to the hockey sticks that i'm currently looking at.

gryphon diablo


gryphon blade

Wah sai, how can i describe how i feel now?
Tired?
Exhausted?
Dead?
I dunno, cause i freaking tired now and i feel like sleeping and i barely able to move my legs.
Maybe cause i too long never train liao and i over work myself.
In the morning during PE i ran like 2.4km
Then afternoon during like training kenna mount rosie.
Some more after that i did keeper try out.

My 2.4 timing sucks like hell now lar... how to hit target.
I did a practice run and my timing was 10.52!
Come one lar... thats like so far from target lar.
Dunno how to like do better than that... maybe more training?
But will last min training help?
Looking on the bright side, it maybe the sun...
But NEVER blame the weather!!!

Anyway, today i went to my first hockey training... as a keeper!!!
The experience sucks!
The pad stinks... that isn't bad enough...
Then I can't run or walk properly... Not so bad still...
Finally, it is dead BORING!!!
Seriously dunno how they can stand standing in front of go doing almost nothing...
Once in a while ball may come... but usually defenders take care of that liao.
So mind made up.... NO KEEPER JOB FOR ME!!!
Think it will be better to be a defender!!!

Well, like wanna start studying (maybe i already did) now...
But the stuff are like really so tough!
Just by looking at what i need to mug makes me so sian.
Where got the heart to go and chiong mugging.
Really need help and support here man.

Anyway, just a bit something to pice up this post...
I bet alot of you dun expect me to be someone who watches anime..
I am like now into Naruto.
And...
I love to read chinese comics to english comics...
I love the kingdoms story
I love to watch wu xia xiao suo like shen diao xia lu!!!

Ok... gotta go do work liao... although i am dead tired...
So bye!