i just arrived home from my swim and all...
was like in my room slacking then i remembered that i forgot to call my dad... as in my other dad...

so i went out to like call(inform that i am home... some respect thing i do at home) him...
walked back into my room to read the papers...
then he came and asked: "how you guys came home from jerald's(my younger brother) art class today?"
i replied: "joseph(blood father) fetched us home"
then he start to get his PMS!!!
he was like saying stuff like... dun call me your dad anymore and go do your chinese compo.
and... dun let me throw your cam(bought as a birthday gift from my blood father) away.
when i ignored him, he THREATENED to cane ME!!!!!
fuck lar... he FUCKING threatended to cane ME!!!
come on lar... not that i am scared or anything but what the hell... on wat terms...
don't talk cock and tell me it is just because i said that i will write my compo later!!!
it is just because he is jealous that my blood father fetched me and my bro home...

recently, i just got to know a few new friends...
i told them that life is great and it is a gift and all...
told them cause they used to cut wrist and all...
then i am now asking myself... is that really true?
bet even my own family didn't know... but i tried to stand in the middle of the road once...
was it stress from studies or family problems i don't know...
but here's telling you something... i only cry over family problems that are like super serious and all...
and...
i cried over this!!!